Johnny Weir and his mom, Patti, in Times Square
I first wrote this entry on March 12, but since more readers have discovered the blog recently, today seemed the perfect day to repost for any who might have missed it earlier.
This started out as an open letter to Johnny's mom, Patti Weir, a woman I admire so much that there aren't even words for it, but along the way it made itself into a poem--into free verse, actually, which, when the subject is Johnny Weir, seems exactly right.
May I extend my best wishes this Mother's Day to the amazing Patti, and to all the moms out there who are getting it right, one child at a time. And may we see our world transformed into a kinder, more open, and more caring place through the legacy of grace and love that we leave to, and that lives on in, our children.
Dear Patti,
From one mom to another:
You are amazing.
I would love to meet you for coffee.
You are funny, outspoken, and brave.
You are the only mom I know
who would allow the world to watch
as you plaster on huge fake eyelashes
to be interviewed by your son,
who himself has donned a blonde wig,
fake glasses, and a Russian accent,
and begins the interview with,
"He came out of your vagina,"
to which you simply nod and smile.
It's easy for the rest of us to forget
that the phenomenon known as Johnny Weir
did not just fall out of the sky one day
for our entertainment.
Once upon a time, he was a little boy.
Your beautiful little boy.
(I'm sure he still is every time you look at him.)
A little boy who very much went his own way.
Literally.
"Even when I was little, I was playing on a soccer team
and running the complete opposite way,
pretending to be a zebra, an ostrich, or something.
So I have always been ... like this."
"We tried soccer, baseball and hockey,"
"but Johnny never liked team sports.
He was so shy and quiet.
But on the ice, he came alive.
It was OK to be himself.''
Johnny has often said
that it was you and his dad
who taught him that it was OK
to do just that:
to be himself.But while you instilled in him that it was OK,
I don't think it was ever easy.
When ignorant people
made appallingly ignorant comments
about Johnny during these last Olympics,
he shrugged.
"I've heard worse in bathrooms and whatnot about me."
(I can only imagine
the incredibly hurtful incidents
that inform that simple sentence,
and the pain they must have caused
Johnny.
And you.
Because a wound inflicted on your child
is so much worse than anything
you might suffer directly.)
But you and your husband, John,
raised your boys to know this:
"You must always be yourself
and always enjoy what you are doing
and take no prisoners.
"You can’t care what anyone else thinks
because really there is no basis for that in your life.
"You have to live your life for yourself."
Johnny says you were very upset
that he chose to withdraw from Worlds this year.
And yet I know you remain
his unconditional support.
Always.
And that's what allows him
to make his own decisions
and stand behind them,
because even when you disagree with him,
you're there
standing behind him.
Your wickedly witty boy
is an inspiring example
of grace, dignity, and courage:
a man who owns who he is.
And in the end,
that's all that really matters.
And we can all see that your little boy
became this very fine young man
very, very much because of you.
So thank you, from all of us
who have fallen in love with Johnny,
to you--
who loved him first
and fiercely
and so very well.
PLEASE VOTE HERE for Johnny to win
the 2010 Readers' Choice Skater of the Year Award!
And please keep voting for Johnny
as "Most Addictive Reality Star"
in the NewNowNext Awards! Vote here
(he's the last one listed in the fifth category--scroll down!)
or on Twitter by constantly tweeting #realityWEIR.
the 2010 Readers' Choice Skater of the Year Award!
And please keep voting for Johnny
as "Most Addictive Reality Star"
in the NewNowNext Awards! Vote here
(he's the last one listed in the fifth category--scroll down!)
or on Twitter by constantly tweeting #realityWEIR.
Voting ends June 4, which gives us plenty of time
to get Johnny oh, say, ONE MILLION votes!
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